Alhamdulilah....time kaseh Ya Allah....

syukur sgt2 arini hari bahagia aku..npe??sbb aku dh dpt result and aku sgt tkejut sbb aku dpt 4flat..hehe, wah!!! syukur sgt2 cm xcaye pown ade..hahaha, kl lah aku de kt kolej mest aku dh bole berangan2 nke pentas n ambek sijil...hehehe.. tp aku de kt umah la, coz 11 january nie nk lapor diri kt kastam, penang. Wt practical yer...hahha, so aku kne tggu la mse ambek diploma ti, xclap bln 10 nie. Aminn.. mudahan dipermudahkn oleh Allah...Wlaupape pon aku kne keje kuat g untk nek kn cgpa yg cket jer..huhuh, Waaa.....xpe2 ade mse lg so wt yg tbaek mse prctcl nie..u can do it Anisah!!!!. Sbelum lupe aku nk ucapkan taniah kpd diri aku sndiri n sume gengster yg laen coz sume dpt yg tbaekkk...ade yg dpt 4flat, 3 and above, smoga sume heppi bsama family...

Kepada lecture mpcim yg byk mgajar dan give support kpd aku, time kaseh byk2..aku hargai sume tue n moga Allah mberkati hidup anda!!...Aminn, kepada kluarga aku time kaseh gk coz xjemu bg mcm2 yg aku nk..hahha, tp jgn dok brangan tinggi sgt coz tkt kcewa ti..hahha, but i will be n do the very2 best in my live juz 4 all of u...I love u...

Mimpi Ahli Nujum

Adoi.....knpe ek ble kte cbe menjauhi sesuatu makin dekat lak kte rse, ah sudah lah nie ha aku bru jew mimpi owg yg xspatutnyer msok dlm mimpi aku....huhu, n pe yang penting kata2 dia kpd aku..pergh..........mmg xbole bla la kn, cbe byangkn stiap kata2 yang kuar dr mulut die adalah seseuatu yg mgejutkn dan x tjangka olah aku. Ncib bek hanya mimpi kl btol2, the real one mmg aku xtawu nk wt pe..HUHUu...aku harap agar mimpi aku nie xkn jd knyataan, nope i'm sory coz i can't wait anymore, i not ur doll k!!!!!! plz let me go......

this 4 u....

Doa ku agr kau kn slalu bhgia..

agr kau temui insan tulus menyayangimu

lepaskn lah diri ku kerna kerelaanmu........

Hati...Oh Hati......

ish...laen yg nk tlis tp laen yg jd td....huhu, nie la owg kata masalh hati., sbnarnyer nie la pnykit yg xde ubat, aku stuju 100%. Even , aku xpnah bcinta tp ble kte dh ske kt seseorang tue mmg ssah nk lupe n kl kt luaran mmg aku cpat ske kt owg...hehe, tue aku sjutu sgt2 tp diorg xtawu ape yg ade dlm ati aku, hati aku just 4 him....Waaa, tp msalahnyer die xtawu prasaan aku n aku slalu tgk die btukar2 gurlz...huhu, Perasaan mmg cdih tp aku wt cool jew sbb aku pcaya klau ade jodoh tue ade la...hehhe,

kdng2 aku tgk die mcm ambk ksempatan kt aku sbb dia bsama ngan aku time ade msalah jew, mcm ptus cinta ke, patah hati ker n mcm2 lah...aku bkn nk ckp yg aku nie bek tp kte bole nilai sseorg tue kn. Ape lah ncib aku kn...huhu,

Aku dh cbe nk lupekn die, cbe xkontek die, cbe jauhi die yg smemangnyer jauh...hahha, tp xbole ble die sms or ym or fb or email or pape lah aku mest jd kcian kl xbls...huhu, Ya tuhan tlg aku....pe lg aku harus aku wt...npe aku bole jtuh ati kt die?? mgape harus die yg ati aku tpaut????

Mak aku tawu aku ske die tp ble mak aku ckp aku just wt xtawu jew n ckp "owg xske la kt die mak"....tp dlm hati aku da suara yg jerit..." aku ske n syg die"!!!!!!! Skrg nie aku ske dgr lgu ketika cinta btasbih coz da lyric yg myentuh prasaan aku , nk tawu x???haaaaa, ala kt part melly "GARIS TANGAN TERGAMBAR XBISA AKU MENENTANG" tue la aku slalu gk renung tgan..hahah, ntah aku redha spe yg dh ditakdirkn untk aku even bkn die....

k lah, byk pulak citer neh...kpd sume kwn2 xpyah lah nk teka spe owg tue coz xde spe knl slain aku n aku.....hahha

P/S: next time aku citer sal knduri kawin yg aku g ptg td (13 december 2009)

Hari-hariku di rumah..

Dh lme aku dok umah, prasaan tue best sgt, rndu masakan mak...hahah hajat di hati mmg aku nk blajr masak dr mak aku tp hehehe, malas la coz aku ble dh tgk tv mmg xakn lepas, nk2 plak byk citer korea n kdang2 aku b'latih mnyanyi n mnari..hahah, kelakar kan....2 sbb aku bosan dok umah coz xdk owg nk bwk aku jln2......huhu, tp at last, aku kuar gk tlg akak ipar aku jd urusetia untk carnival bola jaring anjuran UMNo...hee.Perrrrh..... la cmne aku bole involve dlm politik nie tp aku have fun kt cana coz jmpa sume kwn2 lme aku...dh brubah sume ade yg rmbut karat, da yg cekeding mcm cicak n yg pnting comment tok aku mest la, amboi makin besar n membesar..hahaha, ble la aku nk kurus ntah la,,,hahah nk kne ptus cinta dlu kot tp mest lambt coz pakwe pown xdk lh...haha, aku ade tgk tv lagu group dr indon, mmg kne ngn aku tp aku lpe ar lgu pe ti lah aku gtaw laen....tp lirik mmg kne ngan batang idung aku cma aku x la tlalu desperate sgt la smpi nk wt announcement kt owg suh cri pakwe...haha, dh la xtawu nk ckp pe dh ti aku citer lg ek...daaaaaaaaaa

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Voice of Heart..............................

Actually this is my last activities bfore sleep.(bfore that study 4 mktg paper) at 12.40pm on the new days, 22 november 2009. Yesterday, I loose my breath after wtched “My Girl” plus read the poem that write by my frenz….it really touch coz it dcribe my feeling….My True Feeling (feel wanna to scream at that time)….hahah, that why I go upstairs and enjoy the kpim view from the window during raining day.. Soo…I have create poem that exactly show my feeling that I’ve been keep from everyone and someone special. Thanks to Aina Takudin coz the nice intro 4 the 1^st para and also to “ Taylor swift” coz sing my heart voice (u belong wit me) @ the para 4…………

How long should I’ve waiting

Until the rain stop pouring

I don’t want to cry today

I don’t want to be someone stupid in front of u

Yeah, I’m fine, I’m pretend to be

I know that we will meet one day

I don’t think u will accept anymore excuses from me to avoid u

Cause this ‘meeting’ is meaningful for u as a friend

But useless for me

Just because I’m fallin for u

I don’t know why I’m not your choice

Mybe I’m just a typical gurlz

But this typical gurlz alwys be with you

When u down

Why can’t u see that

If u could see

That I’m the one

Who understand u

Been here along

U actually belong with me

Why l like u, I don’t have the answers

I’m trying to throw u

Free the memory of us

Even though it is hard

I’m trying

To forget and let u GOooo….

Note: Plz don’t keep ur feeling coz it really hurt….

L.O.V.E

Aarh....since xdk cite so agk lama xmgarang nie..huhu, nk ckp sal cinta lah...haha, actually spe xpnah jtuh cinta kn...haha, same goes wit me but juz keep in my heart...why? ( Xkn gurlz nk mula dlu kot...), tp pape pown mybe 2 cma cinta monyet but i'm still remember one person that so complicate to say but deep in my heart i think, Glupppp....pe 2???? fall in luv kot ngan die.....hahha, tp skrg aku ade gk ikot pkembangan die tp sory to say, he has change alot..pe nk wt ncib badan...huhu, ntah la aku pown dh xphm die skrg mybe sbb dh matang skrg kot so dh bole pikir sndiri2 kn....hahah, byk bnda aku sk kt die bkn sbb good looking jew tp attitude die, 2 sume citer dulu2 belaka skrg ntah la aku blom pnah face 2 face ngan die....xtawu lar pe jd ble tibe saat 2..., ntah la skrg aku rse cm kosong die jew ati nie, kdg2 slalu gk tringt kt dia tp wt pe kn buang karan jew tp 2 la nk wat cmne "HATI" dh sk kn.....kdg2 aku arap sgt bdk 2 sedar yg aku ske kt die coz byk kali aku tgk pcintaan die ptus dtengah jalan., haha,(suke sgt2), oit xbek ar ko nie., sory2 2 la spe suh xmo pilih aku.....bak kata pepatah gajah depan mata x nmpak tp kuman seberang laut nampk pulak...ish2, pe nk jd nih...

p/s: btuah spe bce blog nie coz xde owg pnah dgr luahan ati aku....hahah, enjoy...tp syhhhh...jgn gtaw owg laen ek...haha

i'm crazy with novels....

Nie salah satu drpd hobi aku...hehe, bce novels maklum la xde byfrenz so ble bce novel nie tawu la gk cmne prasaan dcintai n mencintai...oppss??? btol ke nie..haha, byk gk novel yg aku bce ade yg dh xingt pown ade...heheh, n yg ter'mix' cite pown ade bak kate owg bole crate new novel. First novel yg abg aku bli "Ria Qistina" mse tue form 4 kot...haha, sblum nie juz pinjam jew kt kwn2...So ble dh first time bli mesti de sentimental value cket, tp aku mmg syg pown abg aku yg sulong tue coz he do a lot of sacrifice to me..Ape die??? xleh gtawu la coz ti korang kata aku adk yg manja...huhu, back to da novel pling aku x bole lupe ialah "Andai Itu takdirnya"....Cdih sgt cite 2 byk derita yg "Alia"(main character dlm cite 2) tanggung tp last2 bahagia lar...hehe, so moral of da story even kte ssah dlm idup 2 sume dugaan ti akn de hikmatnye....kpd yg sdg bduka skrg jg cdih taw kte harus bjuang dlm idup...Sbb tue la owg kata khidupan nie sbuah perjalanan...cewah cm dato fadzilah Kamsah lak, No no no my ambition not to be motivator....huhu

P/s: nie novels yg aku suke gler.....